HERE'S THE TRUTH

here it is, the truth, in full.


i cling to people because i am terrified of being alone.
i have loved few people and made love to fewer.
there are things that make me feel good, and the same brings me down.
i cannot feel good, without feeling bad.
i feel too much hate too feel too little love.
i bleed just like you.
yes, i feel it, but it is tolerated, because that is what i have come to know.
if you try to know me you will fail.
i enjoy sunsets more than the sunrise, but both remind me that there is a beginning and an end.
there is no such thing as a true friend, or love at first sight.
when i LOVE something, there is no changing that.
i enjoy stealing things, its a rush.
there are only three people i have ever been infatuated with, one is dead, one has a boyfriend, and the last may be a mistake.
i cannot control myself.
i have no family.
i've few friends.
i have no home.
i would rather listen to signal noise than most music.
someday soon i am going to lose it.
i've been saying that for a long time.
but that day can only get closer.
i want to know what death feels like.
oftentimes i wish to be in a car wreck.
i want to destroy something big.
tomorrow these words will remain, but i wont be the same.
i change too much.




chances are you dont care.