animal

what am i doing?
this is MY future.
not yours.
stop telling me what to do, i am no longer your child.

i am wallowing in nothingness, no pain, no love, nothing.
the animal inside is trying to escape.
instinct took over long ago.
i want to taste flesh.
feel that warm blood run down my jawline like it was supposed to.
i have been made weak by this civilization.
i want to kill.
i want to feel freedom from this bullshit of modern thinking.

but this will never happen.
you cant escape it.