i have been meaning to write something like this for a long time...
and if you think for one minute it will be me forgiving my dad...
you are terribly wrong,
though it has been about two months since i have seen him, which is really really nice.
no, this is different.
i apologized to alex this weekend.
that was not easy.
then went to visit lindsey.
and after, to visit my grandparents.
this weekend i will be applying at evergreen.
and so, things are looking up.
im finally out of my parents house,
and more or less on my feet.
stumbling, with crutches, but on my feet.
and i owe that to three wonderful people.
i dont feel i need to say their names here cause they know who they are.
anyway, i did a lot of thinking the other night, and i dont know if i can go through with traveling next summer.
i dont know if i can risk losing the people i know here.
i dont think i can leave them behind.
i thought about it a lot.
and i just dont think i can.
mmm, and i am starting to realize that i may have a few things wrong with me, one which i cannot say here, and i think i may be depressed.
i've seen these ads on tv, and i fit the profile to a T.
but alas, i have no insurance and no money, so i cannot see a doctor.
so you see, things are going well, and things arent going well.
but at least im still alive....
right?
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